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Another Low Point: Resentful

Ugh, I've hit another low point.  Stupid post pregnancy done fucked me up.  I'm struggling with everything.  2-3 years of progress fuckin gone.  Lose clothes are now tighter thane ever.  I'm still working on eating healthy, but I just don't have the energy to get up and do anything.  I'm winded going up and down my stairs.  My legs are tired all of the time.  How did everything come undone so quickly?   I was doing so good and now it's lost.  I'm a ffat fuck.  I wish I could nust take a saw and cut this shit away.  I'm tired of being fat and unhealthy.

I've been trying and trying and fucking failing.  I was doing so good.  THen I decided to try for a girl and fucked it all up.

I really hope that my husband 's friend knows what I've sacrificing for his health.  I'm sacrificing my health for him.  What do I mean by that?  after work, my husband goes to the gym with him, which means I don't have any time to get outside and get the cardio …